I am wide awake this morning, my eyes are seeing deep beyond the grave. Shall my tomorrow be a better feeling or will I still be touching shades of grey.
I seldom get why being there for others grants them to tell you ”I do not care what you think”. Like am I a moron for caring or a human for taking time out to stay.
I have lost all energy sources, the current that drives my soul. The force of which inspires my hands to write, my eyes to tell tales and my mouth to even talk.
My legs are oh so stagnant, walking like a rock stuck to a wall. I know they try to hinder me from the silence around. But despite this I am learning to crawl.
If I start below the waist, continue up to the divine place above the wall. Could today’s events be that learning curve, I experience from time to time that shouts out to me from within “take a step back, look in deep, realize who you were yesterday and envision where you want to be”.
“Never stop trying to stand, for to run we have to first crawl. Do not allow those around you to push you back, cut off your drive to success because in time you will surely walk. Take time on getting to know one’s self inside out, for it is our own inner beauty that defies our raw flesh. Allowing others to know our true mind and what we are truly about”.