You loved me more than I pictured my worth, which was why it was hard to accept. I did not recognize back then, what genuine affectionate Love felt like, I thought its best to be-friend neglect. What I deserved and how I was to be treated bounced around somewhere between ‘Growth Road & Acceptance Alley’.
Where my heart is now, is where you have loved it to, without even knowing, it beats in rhyme to your skip. I can honestly say through all my pain, your Love in me never stopped growing. Your love for me is what birthed my appreciation & self affirmation, now my ego stands tall, self esteem fully grown.
There has been NO ONE, even till a day like today who I can hand on heart say ‘Loved me with such passion, such pride, such wealth & such sustenance as you’. You were ready & willing when all else failed to committee to trying. You once promised that giving up on me was also giving up on you.
Prodding on, even though defeats battle won, you were adamant to wipe my negative thoughts away with your consistent efforts. No trial was ever an error with you, persistence your practiced methods, unto you homage be due.
Despite the many mountains I raised, you dug your fork in & kept climbing. Refusing to stumble, or allow neglect to win, never willing to hand over your title.
One thing I want to obtrude, never believe I ignored your eyes, saw your exposed apex and belittled your cries. For I cherished your wounds though unaided a few, can I kiss resilience crowned king? This question still lingers though my reply a din.
What every woman dreams of, is exactly what you washed over me. Drenched my naked body with & kissed deep into my open pours from my head to my feet, passionate efforts trying to heal open sores.
In search for many years, what I had standing right there. So I endeavor to forever fight with you, not against or above, another chance to lay beside you, hesitant you ponder a fool. Please believe it is true genuine Love.
Accept my caress, decline if you may but like I said, from here on in you will always truly hold my heart until air embraces my body’s last breath, though until such a day ‘I won’t give up on you’.
From Me With Love x